Swatch Dogs and Diet coke heads

My cock is lost in the jungle and it's up to you to find iiiit.

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 14:43:33 GMT

Life? Woah. Things are kind of hectic, but they really could be worse. I love my friends. All of them, they make life less crap and more awesome.

I broke up with my boyfriend the other day. He was actually surprised when I did. And I was surprised that he was surprised because I avoided him for a month and a half. In that month and a half all that was going through my mind was how do I casually break someones heart? I felt really bad about it, but to tell you the truth I don't have time for a boyfriend right now, so I think I did the right thing.

I work a lot, and I feel like i have nothing to show for all the work I'm doing. I need a new job, one that pays me better. Don't get me wrong I like work because everyone I work with is pretty sick at life. But management (just like most places) can suck it. Suck it long, and suck it hard.

I need a new car. Over the summer I finally got it to stop sounding like a lawn mower, and now it's starting to make wierd noises. My car isn't really safe considering my breaks are shit, I need a front end alignment, and if I ever get one, I'm going to need new tires. gahh, I wish I had a new car.

Halloween is going to be sick. I love halloween. As of right now I don't know what I'm going to be, but I'm so psyched about it. I even requested the day and the day after off. SO BOO YAH!

well I have to dipset now.

ONE!

I've got my mind on my money, and I'm not going nowhere....

Sun, 21 Sep 2008 04:53:25 GMT

I never update this thing. I think I'll try. But for now, I'm too tired.

so, maybe later?

blahh

Fri, 04 Apr 2008 03:03:01 GMT

Dear world,

I don't want to hear it.

please and thank you.

always,
me.

Pot holes bent my effin rim.

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 20:34:29 GMT

55 more days until I am back in my native land. I'm so fucking pumped to see my family. I just wish with all of my heart that Danny can come :\

The wind is making a creepy whistling sound outside of my window. Oh well, I'll just turn up my music.

I need to see more people. Now that it's spring I might come out of my hermit shell and be more social. I tried to play basketball outside my house today, and it was too damn windy. [random, I know]

St. Patrick's day was interesting. Of course I spent it with my BFFL. We wore green, smoked some green and drank guinness, baileys and whiskey. A little dance party.. it was necessary.

I'm frustrated lately, but I'll be okay. Hopefully everyone will get into the spring, (almost summer) spirit, and quit being such shit bags.

<3

p.s
I have the greatest brother EVER.

20.

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 04:48:57 GMT

Today was my 20th birthday. It's quarter til midnight and this shit is over. Well, technically since I was born in Hawaii... It's my birhday for another 6 hours.

Today was so shitty. It snowed all over my life, and I was stuck at home WITH BRONCHITIS. No one wanted me around because they didn't want to get sick, and that was pretty depressing. I cried about three different times today, and had a 2 hour nose bleed that left me extreamly woozy, cause I lost so much blood.

Jen stuck by my side today, which was pleasant even though we both have bronchitis. Liana was cute today. Matty was adorable, and I just wanted to play with him, and pick him up and give him kisses, but I don' t want to get him sick :(

I'm hoping when I'm better I can have a better bday celebration.

anyway, happy fucking birthday to me.
<3

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 18:48:52 GMT

It's sad that my nightmares are more exciting and more enjoyable than my real life.

I need a new scene.

oh shit bags.

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 06:51:10 GMT

Hokay, so things are crap lately. I don't like to complain, but I'm going to do it anyway.

I feel like a shitty person [ sometimes ]. Basically I'm a bitch box to him.

also I really do suck at life. I'm holding on by a very thin thread (finacially, I mean).

I have no job. I babysit one day a week, and I get 20 bucks a week. Finding a job is murder.

It's hard to live off of 20 bucks a week.

I suck I suck I suck.

HELP?

nah nevermind, I can do it.

no I can't.

babble bullshit.

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 04:54:00 GMT

Woah. Life is punching me in the face lately. What the fuck?

Bright side?

Dad came back from Hawaii with lots of presents! I plan to move there some day in the near future.

fuck fuck fuck shitbags.

what am I going to do?

(I'll write more some day, when I can put my thoughts into words)

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 20:28:31 GMT

fuuuuccckkk.

What am I getting myself into?

weird.

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 06:24:37 GMT

"I'm just a fucked up girl, living in a fucked up world, tryna find my own piece of mind...

and a blunt to smoke"

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 06:57:11 GMT

so, I have this boyfriend, and he's really cute.

also...

I'm tired, but insomnia is kicking my ass tonight.

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 06:04:44 GMT

this is exciting.

she aint got no money in the bank.

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 18:34:33 GMT

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 17:38:41 GMT

Updated Flickr. Check it out and leave some love :)

hmm, you suck.

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 21:32:37 GMT

I feel like I'm on an alien planet. No one seems to understand me, and I can't understand a lot of people.

Working and interacting with different people everyday makes me realize how fucking shitty people can be, and how strange I am compared to the rest of the world.

I don't hate America, I hate most americans. I'm thinking about either;

A: Moving to Canada

or

B: Move to Hawaii ( because I think the fact that Hawaii is not connected to the "states" makes it wayyy better than the rest of america)

also, I'm pretty sure that the reason why americans are so shitty, is because we're the only country that Marijuana is not legal.

<3

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 06:38:38 GMT

My first day of summer was fuckin awesome.

and, I'm doing a good job with ignoring people who suck. I have my own life to live, thanks. I don't need to hear about stupid shit that doesn't matter. There are more important things in the world you can talk about, and all you can think to talk about...

is yourself.

it's pretty pathetic.

ALSO, I FINALLY HAVE A DAY OFF TODAY (FRIDAY) It's my first day off since last wednesday. I'm so tired.

so so tired.

I don't want to be a grown up just yet.

faded.

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 04:45:26 GMT

I am happy with the direction my life is going. I've been doing well with staying away from people who completely piss me off. I know who my real friends are.

I got my first pay check from BJ's. It felt good to put money in my wallet again. I need to get a bank account, because after I got laid off from Namco, and I didn't have anything left in my account, it ended up in the negatives because they kept taking money out for monthly fee's, and I didn't have any income at all to pay for it, so I canceled my account at citizens bank. I was thinking about trying Bank of America? Anyway, work is decent, except that my feet KILL when I get home, whatever, I'll get used to it.

I haven't seen my dad since the begining of April. Um, hello? It's fucking June. He has no clue that I have a job, that I graduated, that I chopped off all of my hair, that I prefer chocolate ice-cream over vanilla. He doesn't know that my car needs a front-end allignment, or that I saw my elementary school gym teacher the other day. He doesn't know me at all. I don't think I've ever felt so heart broken. On his birthday I called him and he was at work, I told him to call me when he got out of work, and his exact words were "No, I'm just going to go home and go to bed, because I have to work in the morning, I'll call you tomorrow." He never called. THEN I find out that this fucking bitch he's fucking and her family, (INCLUDING her husband who is so oblivious) Threw him a birthday barbeque, with cake and presents, and they didn't invite his kids.

fuck you, dad.

way to fucking go.

it's too bad that my mom has to be both parents. I'm not sure what I would do without her.

yay

Thu, 31 May 2007 13:59:26 GMT

I passed my drug test...

somehow.

Sat, 12 May 2007 00:15:59 GMT

Come and see more

Sun, 06 May 2007 06:57:19 GMT

Life has been decently eventful lately. I busted my knee though, and it hurts and it looks gross. And it didn't help that I keep running around on it, and the fact that ran up a hill with someone on my back. Oh well, I'll suck it up.

Beach tomorrow, and then a cookout<3

Last day of class is on the 21st then finals then PARTY ALL SUMMER!

I also got a job at BJ's wholesale club. The only thing I'm worried about is the drug test. If I fail that, then I don't get the job (OBV)

So, I think that people should make me mixed CD's, and I'll make one in return! I think that music exchange will do us all some good.

well I have to get up in a few hours, I might as well throw in some Z's.

Everyone should make a point to see me this summer/vice/versa. Even if we barely speak, lets fuckin chilll.

♥

<3

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 06:28:09 GMT

Hey guys, meet my nephew!

Dear America

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 06:21:55 GMT

My mom is the best.

Bring back whalom park!

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 06:37:36 GMT

Click here

I don't feel any older.

Mon, 26 Feb 2007 15:59:26 GMT

Today I turned 19. It's exciting to have a birthday, but not exciting to get any older. I still have the heart of a little kid, and I always will!

P.s
I can't believe it's fucking snowing. It snowed Last year on my birthday too. I hate Winter, I wish I had a summer birthday.

shit,

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 00:31:19 GMT

My birthday is on Monday, and I planned on doing something the Saturday before my birthday, Guess what? TOMORROW is Saturday, and I still haven't decided on what I'm going to do. I suck.

I know that I'm not going to throw an outrageous party like I did lat year, but I hope it's still just as awesome.

I've been at Liana's house last night and all day today, and I'm getting restless. I feel like I need something to do NOW!!!